On the flip side, Paris is beautiful. I had this image in my head of Paris and of my future apartment and of the cafes...and its exactly it. It is that beautiful and charming and historic. I could spend all day at the cafes; the cafes where all the chairs face the street so you can people watch from any seat. My family is really great. I pretty much come and go as I please and we have dinner together twice a week, very french - cheese and wine after dinner.
I'd rather not write about Paris when I am so sad - it doesn't deserve that, so I will wait till another day.